Daytona
Rambled at
1:52 PM on Sunday, March 18, 2007 |
Haloscanthis week's good i guess. friday was out with ben, imelda, dam and the gf. ya ask me again why i went down with 2 couples. obviously i tried not to but gel didnt pick up the phone and ben was complaining like a bitch that he was going out of town on sat. boring. i think i spend 10 bucks just playing daytona. what a bomb. zzzzzzzz.
yesterday was good though. met gel at his residence and we down to home club cause paul was spinning there and caracal was playing but when we were down. the gig was long over already though. met cc and brendon there. got free entry though cause elias and paul was spinning. went in for like 5 min. LOL! and we off to town to meet ash and majos went and daytona yet again. the DAYTONA frenzy. but however we are still guys. haha.
when i woke up these morning the booking in syndromes just didnt set upon that soul of mine. its like 4 months of these feelings has already set a permanent bond in the heart that it doesnt really matter if i was in or out.
feelings scattered and unchanged. just 2 more weeks till i pass out from that god damn place. awaiting a office job that will suit my mood and those slacking weekend with just anyone too.
life has changed its scope for me in these years. to think about the people who surround me, the activities that we do and the dress sense that came about all change in just there few years.
friends from just me ben and gel. it grew so much. then came in jareth, wong, glen, joe, gen,kiat, nat, rachel that co and came kent, joanna, brenda, james, jody, derrick that co. and the cj co with cc, brendan, joel, lun, ash, sentdoux, thomas, julieus, bose, jon, majosh, paul and the rest which my goldfish memory can never contained.
from all the skating to clubbing and to gigs and just slacking and drinking. and from the baggy jeans to the skinny emo look. its revolves so much.
and i got to know much many more people just through my BMT moreover i still have 1 year and 8 more months till ord.
love doesnt ease its way to me like always.
restrains never seem to be there in all ways.
always pretending that i'll be just fine.
sorry but i have buried myself alive on the inside.
