Bury me i pray

Rambled at 2:09 AM on Monday, January 30, 2006 | Haloscan

CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! woohoo. happy chinese new year all. to hmm let's see:
-ben( best frens for bloody 6 years)
-gel(the craziest bassist ever)
-wong(in taiwan)
-glen boy( for all his crap)
-gen(for being a bible)
-jareth( for money? LOL)
-josh(5 years?)
-odel(best sis ever!!!!!)
-jess(best auntie ever!!!!)
-kiat( dota king)
-dam(dota queen)

ya and the rest of you who know me!! hahahaa.

great freaking day today. went to catch fearless all of a sudden with odel, jess, (<--cousin),gel and josh. darn good movie!!! better than the mother fucking geisha crap. hahahaha.

concluded that ian will never have a gf soon cause i just got ignored again. well that's life and i have to face the fucking fact and that's it simply but well i still have those people above and its enough i guess. well take care all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

listening to: the used/noise and kisses

good food!!!!

Rambled at 10:53 PM on Friday, January 27, 2006 | Haloscan

woohoo!!!!!!! today i went to lei's garden(just one of singapore's top restaurants) to have my reunion dinner with my mother's side. GREAT food i tell you. lets see the menu there was:
-shark's fin
-abalone
-lobster
-scallop
-sucking pig

thats all i can remember but when it tasted GREAT. awesomely great. i overheard the bill also it was errrrrrrr 900+ bucks for a table of 10 in a private room. WTF!!!!!! thats 3 months my allowance la. oh dear. well it was good though then i sat my step father's bmw 525 home. whahahahahaha. good great.

listening to: broken wings/alterbridge

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Rambled at 8:18 PM on Wednesday, January 25, 2006 | Haloscan

today i was thinking suddenly on the word happiness. woa and i realise how all my friends around me are actually getting what they want in their life already in terms of relationship if you know what i mean.

to say i'm happy for each and everyone of those mother fuckers i had great fun with. thinking and thinking i'm happy for everyone yet for myself i keep thinking of the fact that i aint happy. happy is such a deep word just 5 letters and yet do you really know it feels like? emotions are say to express one's feeling but yet sometimes people can somehow fake it and why do people do it?

i guess it's so that the people round him won't feel sadness but he is just trying so hard to believe that as long his friends are happy so is he.

is that guy really great or pathetic? 2 ways to think about it.

when a guy likes a gurl and she turns from hot to cold in a flash and makes a guy wonder what the hell in the fraeking god damn world he did wrong. he thots she likes him and wants to ask her but she turns cold again and the guy just stood there and died.

is that guy me? well if you know me then you'll know.

listening to: scars/paparoach

hmmmmm

Rambled at 8:09 PM on Tuesday, January 24, 2006 | Haloscan

well today finally i got new phone. motorola V3 yeah it looks damn good. hahaha. moreover my brother wants that phone and i got it 1st. whahahahaha. ownage.

okay thats all folks.

listening to: sum 41/heart attack

useless idiot

Rambled at 10:47 PM on Monday, January 23, 2006 | Haloscan

how do you actually define a useless idiot? thats pretty easy actually, just type the letters ,i ,a,n
and you'll just get it.

A fucking IT sch student not knowing how to even do up this bloody blog properly to spam all
his bloody thoughts in. how more fuck up can it get. i have to idea actually. My cousin had to help me do it instead and she asked me, "you don't know meh?, you in IT sch leh". I'm like too fucking embarrass to even reply just kept quiet as that thought of hers will slowly be gone.

what an good to bad day. won mahjong today like 30+ bucks. woohoo. Suddenly luck just feels reinstored into ian. becoming to believe what i saw from the feng shui thing is coming true. A new year, new luck coming. woohoooo. alright stop it for now. later~~~