finally my heart has that feel to have feelings again, yet i know it will get broken. i walked in, in the wrong time and wrong girl.

you know for a long time, finally i found her to be my perfect one. THE one. somehow i know she is the one. nows not the right time though. yeah i know long. that girl i would do anything for. clara said what if i have to wash all the dirty panties in the world. somehow there wasn't thought into it but a yes. cause i know, one day i will wash finish all of them and one day i will get together with her. she means alot. though she isnt open. i guess i have to wait. thats my niche isnt it ben. she is really the one!!!!

but i know it will be alright cause its never too late. -by Three days Grace/never too late


yesterday was too tight, time was too tight i mean. hahha. ran here and there like little idiots rushing for class. Zzzz. from far east plaza got my thrice shirt, just a random shirt i thought that was nice. I STILL MY CHEESY SHIRT! like seriously =[. i want that shirt badly. hmmmm yesterday was good though, some dota with many many people. hahaha. there was, veen, nigel,joel,gel,ash,thomas,ash s, ash, cc, brendon, bose, lester, marcus, john and a few others. hahaha.

after that i went down to serangoon gardens with ash to find gabriel and han, there talk crap again at RK, till round 2 before i got home and watch tv again. LOL! its like i am telling myself everyday, every min at home i cant waste it on sleep, cause sleep is wasting life. b ut i still sleep till the afternoon hours of the day like a bloody idiot. well, NS is coming, what to do, confinement 6 weeks. happy new year ian.

listening: lifehouse/blind


I AM 19!!!! woohoo. happy happy, kind of happy. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. so many things has happened. the most sickening part would be 14 more days to police training. will be in for 6 weeks. Zzzzzzzzzz.
god bless me. LOL!

today was goooood. was at errr marina steamboat thingy with ben, gel, clara, adam, ash, chun and me. hahaha. had a good simple dinner together talking thrash and all. hahahah.

ben no need worry. you got REC policeman here.LOL! dont worry so much dude.

well thanks for everyone wishes. it really means alot.

laters~

senses fail senses fail!!!!!!


HELLO EVERYONE! IAN TAN IS GOING TO BLOG! lol. been a long time since i actually blogged. hahaha just 18 more days when ian officially turns into the most corrupted cop singapore has ever encountered. LOL!

okok 18 days, many things to do and i know not all are going to be done but well. yesterday was good even though not much drinks the whole night of MOS was really good. For the 1st time many many people. i really wonder like wow suddenly i go to a place i realise how many people i actually know. it really does make me happy that i got so many people round me. went there like 9.45 and got into mos 1st but came out cause brendon and all wasnt there yet, then i saw KENT! lol. we were suppose to meet one day to drink and that day we did somehow or rather. hahah.

well as usual gel was high again, scolding everyone he knows. LOL. many drinks though, whiskey dry, tequila shots, barcadi breezers and many vodka sprites thanks to nat. LOL! a table of us, there was like ash, gel, ben, clara, brendon, dalun, manoob, ash2 sis andher friend, reth, lewis, john and many many people. good night fun night. hahah. just one of the 1st parties before enlistment. OKOK ! heres the bloody list of things i wanna do:::::

1)dinner with gel and ben only- done!
2)meet up with auntie jess- DONE!
3)pool!!! - DONE!
4)mos - DONE!
5)bowling bowling!!!!!!!
6)my BIRTHDAY!
7) CLUB MOMO
8)ZOUK OUT~
9)going to church
10)meeting up with kent and guys
11)meeting up with eddy and guys
12)meeting up with melvin tp
13)meeting up with eunice and all the dudes for dinner
14)just one jam session and please let me sing
15)meeting up with sweet jo
16)meeting with ben, chun and all rps
17)meeting up with my mother and brother for family bonding
18)staying home with my aunt and uncle
19)visiting my little sisters
20)visiting my grandparents all of them
21)seeing that she is good =D

thats all for right now not much but for 18days ITS MANY MUCH!
ok for now i can describe my self easily.
listen to: senses fail/can't be saved

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