ian conveys uselessness
Rambled at 2:31 AM on Saturday, May 27, 2006 | Haloscan


there are guys who were willing to do 100 push ups for you, help you in each and every way. somehow i love you but i dont think i'm worthy, i'm useless downright dumb. not sweet anymore. just rubbish.

if you want you can dump me anytime. i'm already worst than rubbish. i get jealous easily. i'm cant bring smiles to you. your friends and their sweet movements do. i'm just a third party.

ya
Rambled at 3:04 AM on Sunday, May 21, 2006 | Haloscan


another guy on your pic on msn. how does make me feel? you tell people i'm your bf. you put another guy's photo. this makes me feel WOW SO FUCKING GOOD. moreover the irony of you asking me IF he was HANDSOME. WTF. fuck boy thats like the limit already. i might as well just fuck off and be dead. i'm not even being bothered. i was like any other person. just a useless guy. then when i put her photo on you make noise. hello so you know how i feel yet you did change the photo yeah you did to another guy and you ask me the same question. FUCK OFF MAN. seriously. i just didnt wanted to blow off right there but its really too much. you could even laugh and ask me if he was handsome. OH MY FUCKING GOD AMEN MAN.

screw myself im useless.

laters

hmmm
Rambled at 5:37 PM on Friday, May 12, 2006 | Haloscan


hmmm sorry, i think my heart is broken too much. it hurts too much when you just disappear 2 times in just 2 days. phone didnt hear, welll yeah but isnt there a yearn when you will feel like msging me 1st other than i always be the 1st one everyday. dont you even think about me that i dont msg you in thw morning that you will check your phone once in a while to see if i have call.

sorry my heart is broken..... i thought it wont happen again but it just did. sometimes i just want you to care more. one msg from you 1st seems heartfelt.

conceptions mislead
Rambled at 5:05 PM on Wednesday, May 10, 2006 | Haloscan



conceptions mislead
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