Friendship or Friendshit?
Rambled at
4:44 PM on Saturday, October 21, 2006 |
Haloscanlol. just like any other day, left out of everything, dont know anything. just staying at home thinking yeah maybe your friend might ask you out realising the straight fact that you dont have really a true friend.
you start thinking, thinking and pondering. is it all so true.
they wont know how you feel, cause they are not you. did they ever regard you as you?
i also feel so left out but they parry it anyway. they think i am acting. they take me for granted.
when all i wanted was really friends, true to me taking me the way i am.
must i be cool, handsome, attractive, a good singer, dancer, or whatever good positives things that you guys might have so that i can actually be your friend huh? i know i aint the above, but so many years, cant i be treated as just a friend?
have you all thought when you needed help i tried my very best, those things you all just make it as come on your bro in trouble must help him. LOL! i helped but your thank you meant nothing. i am treated as a friend when i have money. I AINT YOUR FUCKING ATM!
all i needed was to be treated as your friend but fuck it, i know i never was and will never be.
so friendship or friendshit?
