you really want to trust someone really really much. but i really dont know how when i'm just dip into cold and hot water in and in again. the feelings gets good then it felt like shit again the next min.

i really dont want like stay in this world already but if it's not for that message from you, i will be hell long dead.

resolutions of year 2006
-quit smoking (done)
-study hard for the new course
-go back to church
-start serving again
-a for real relationship with...

welcome, just read.
the name is ian
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The guns

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Gel (thebro)
Shing
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Sam (theman)
Odel (thesis)
Jess (theaunt)
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