Rambled at
8:18 PM on Wednesday, January 25, 2006 |
Haloscan
today i was thinking suddenly on the word happiness. woa and i realise how all my friends around me are actually getting what they want in their life already in terms of relationship if you know what i mean.
to say i'm happy for each and everyone of those mother fuckers i had great fun with. thinking and thinking i'm happy for everyone yet for myself i keep thinking of the fact that i aint happy. happy is such a deep word just 5 letters and yet do you really know it feels like? emotions are say to express one's feeling but yet sometimes people can somehow fake it and why do people do it?
i guess it's so that the people round him won't feel sadness but he is just trying so hard to believe that as long his friends are happy so is he.
is that guy really great or pathetic? 2 ways to think about it.
when a guy likes a gurl and she turns from hot to cold in a flash and makes a guy wonder what the hell in the fraeking god damn world he did wrong. he thots she likes him and wants to ask her but she turns cold again and the guy just stood there and died.
is that guy me? well if you know me then you'll know.
